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I'm back. Looking forward to connecting with many of you. However, I'm not sure if Father would have me continue this next chapter here or write a new one. Either way, I hope you will journey with me into the next phase with Jesus Christ through the guidance of the Holy Spirit.


Wednesday, July 25, 2007

You're Not the One

One of the stories that really touched my heart is the story of David, Israel’s king. David had a thought as he was basking in God’s love. He wanted to build a house for God (the ark). So, God revealed His plan for David. 2 Samuel 7:1-17 tells us that as David revealed his plan to Nathan and Nathan blessed David’s decision, God came to Nathan saying “When your days are over and you rest with your fathers, I will raise up your offspring to succeed you, who will come from your own body, and establish his kingdom. He is the one who will build a house for my Name, and I will establish the throne of his kingdom forever (vs.12-13).” In other words, God is telling Nathan to tell David he’s not the one to build the house for God.

God is telling David that He has taken good care of him so far and will continue to care for him until he dies. God raised David to be Israel’s king, to unify the nation of His people, but David will not be the one to build His house. He has already had someone else in line to do that job. And for David to build the God’s house would not be His Will.

We each have a specific task which God sent us to complete. However, some of us may not see it as a blessing or that we’ve done enough, so we may want to do more for Him. As you rest in your comfortable home and life, are you thinking as David had? Do you want to do more for God than He has intended for you to do? Are you planning to do something not aligned with God’s will for your life?

I urge you to pray for God to reveal His will for your life today. As He has said in Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you, …” Cling onto His Word and pray for Him to reveal that plan so that you can get on with it.

Father, You are awesome and majestic. We praise you and give you thanks for the many wonderful blessings you have poured upon us. Teach us to align our plans with Your Will for our lives. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

What's on your mind?

I have a little 15 months old girl. And, I am amazed at her awareness of my whereabouts. It doesn't matter where I'm at, she will always find me when she needs me. Today, she came knocking on my bedroom door, calling me. As soon as I opened the door, she giggled and raised up her hands as if she was saying, "pick me up, mommy." I picked her up and she curled up with both of her arms around my neck. "Aaah, you poo poo hah?" I said as I rubbed her back gently. With her on my left side, I grabbed her towel and she gave me a big smile.

Elizabeth is an active child, so she only comes to me when she's hungry, sick, tired, or as in the case above has a dirty diaper. But, as a mother, I know that she comes to me because she knows I know her: I understand her feelings. I can identify the need by the way she cries. And, it got me thinking about how God knows us:

Revelation 2:2 "I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance".

Revelation 2:9 "I know your affliction and your poverty-..."

Revelation 3:8 "I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know that you have little strength, yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name."

Jeremiah 1:5 "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,..."

God knows us. He knows what's in our mind before we say anything. Luke 5:22, "Jesus knew what they were thinking..." He knows. He understands us. And, no matter how many passages I provide you with, the fact remains: God knows.

So, I hope as Elizabeth knows when to come to me and for what reason, that you also know God and when you need God that you know how to find Him.

Father, bless all of us women, men and children alike. We are grateful that we can come to you in our greatest desperation and you will comfort us. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Pull Your Weeds

Hi everyone,

It's been nearly two months since I blog. I know. I know. Every time I dedicate myself to do better, I ended up doing worse. It's like the Apostle Paul said, I do the things I know I shouldn't do and don't do the things I know I should. It is human nature, but still is no excuse.

Anyway, I've been dreaming away with the "urgencies" and not the "importance", so as I was responding to life's urgencies, I've neglected not only you readers, but I've neglected my garden as well. It had been a week since I stepped outside to look at my garden for two reasons: 1) I was plainly busy, 2) it was raining. I simply couldn't go pull weeds in the rain. When it finally stopped raining, I went out and no longer could I see my veggies. My garden was covered with grass weeds. And, my plants shrank. I couldn't believe my eyes. Has it been that long? I had no idea. I had to register it into my mental box and get out there as soon as possible.

After a few days, I went back outside to pull all the weeds out. I thought to myself, "how in the world am I going to pull all these mess out?" I felt like running my lawn mover over it, but a voice inside said, "pull one at a time, before you know it, you will be finished." So, I began pulling the grass and weeds one handful at a time. And as I was pulling the weeds out, I was bitten by mosquitos and ants. I get bad infections with ant bites and quite itchy with mosquito bites. But, two hours went by and I finished one half of the garden. I was impressed with myself.

I started to wonder about my life's mess. financial debts, depression, children's behavior, house cleaning, etc. I felt out of touch with reality. Sometimes, I would sit there in front of my computer reading my emails, but understood nothing. A few hours later came back to read the same emails over again because I didn't delete them (weed it out). That process ate so much of my time. As much as I wanted to get rid of the mess in my life, I had no clue until I was pulling the weeds out of my garden. So, could I pull my life's weeds one handful at a time? Could I get it finished as quickly as I did my garden? My life was a mess. It still is, but I have peace now: One weed at a time, one day at a time.

Our Spiritual life have weeds, too. If we don't tend our Spiritual life, it will get weedy and choke our energy, time and relationship with God. You know the: "I'll read the Bible when the kids go to bed" or "I'll pray when I'm able to concentrate on the words I want to say to God" or "I can only talk to God when I'm totally in tuned with myself." And, before you know it, you have lost your love for God. You're spiritually thirsty and hungry. Nothing is able to satisfy you. Nothing in life is going the directions you intended. Then, you wonder why God is not attending to your needs. Where is God when you need Him most? Right outside your door, ready to come in just as soon as you open it. Revelation 3:20 says; "Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me." Are you ready to enjoy great meals with God again? Make room for God's Word to grow in your life today. Pull out all those weeds. Get rid of the unnecessary things in your life. And plant God's Word into your life today. When you plant more fruits and vegetables (God's Word), they will choke the weeds to death and your life will be nothing less than fruitful.

Oh, what about the bites? Yes, when you pull out the weeds, there will definitely be painful bites. As I was bitten by the mosquitos and ants, I just kept on focusing on the maturity of the fruits and vegetables in my garden. I couldn't let the weeds or the bites get in the way of my vegetables' growth. So, when you pull the weeds of your life out, know that God has great things in store for you. Jeremiah 29: 11 says: "For I know the plans I have for you, ... plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." The bites are temporary. God's plan for you is the one to last forever. Listen, hear God, and obey. Spend time to get to know God. It is who you know that will prosper you. Sure, the ants and mosquitos will bite and weeds will come back, that's why the Apostle Paul says in Ephesians 5:15-16 "Be very careful, then, how you live--not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil." The more reasons to spend time with God. Plant God's Word in your life today. Start small. Memorize a verse for the entire week. And, when you don't know what to say to God in prayer, why don't you just repeat the verse back to God with your heart's participation (claim God's words to be your prayer). And, God will answer you.

May God bless you with His grace and mercy, today.

Shoua