Pull Your Weeds

Hi everyone,

It's been nearly two months since I blog. I know. I know. Every time I dedicate myself to do better, I ended up doing worse. It's like the Apostle Paul said, I do the things I know I shouldn't do and don't do the things I know I should. It is human nature, but still is no excuse.

Anyway, I've been dreaming away with the "urgencies" and not the "importance", so as I was responding to life's urgencies, I've neglected not only you readers, but I've neglected my garden as well. It had been a week since I stepped outside to look at my garden for two reasons: 1) I was plainly busy, 2) it was raining. I simply couldn't go pull weeds in the rain. When it finally stopped raining, I went out and no longer could I see my veggies. My garden was covered with grass weeds. And, my plants shrank. I couldn't believe my eyes. Has it been that long? I had no idea. I had to register it into my mental box and get out there as soon as possible.

After a few days, I went back outside to pull all the weeds out. I thought to myself, "how in the world am I going to pull all these mess out?" I felt like running my lawn mover over it, but a voice inside said, "pull one at a time, before you know it, you will be finished." So, I began pulling the grass and weeds one handful at a time. And as I was pulling the weeds out, I was bitten by mosquitos and ants. I get bad infections with ant bites and quite itchy with mosquito bites. But, two hours went by and I finished one half of the garden. I was impressed with myself.

I started to wonder about my life's mess. financial debts, depression, children's behavior, house cleaning, etc. I felt out of touch with reality. Sometimes, I would sit there in front of my computer reading my emails, but understood nothing. A few hours later came back to read the same emails over again because I didn't delete them (weed it out). That process ate so much of my time. As much as I wanted to get rid of the mess in my life, I had no clue until I was pulling the weeds out of my garden. So, could I pull my life's weeds one handful at a time? Could I get it finished as quickly as I did my garden? My life was a mess. It still is, but I have peace now: One weed at a time, one day at a time.

Our Spiritual life have weeds, too. If we don't tend our Spiritual life, it will get weedy and choke our energy, time and relationship with God. You know the: "I'll read the Bible when the kids go to bed" or "I'll pray when I'm able to concentrate on the words I want to say to God" or "I can only talk to God when I'm totally in tuned with myself." And, before you know it, you have lost your love for God. You're spiritually thirsty and hungry. Nothing is able to satisfy you. Nothing in life is going the directions you intended. Then, you wonder why God is not attending to your needs. Where is God when you need Him most? Right outside your door, ready to come in just as soon as you open it. Revelation 3:20 says; "Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me." Are you ready to enjoy great meals with God again? Make room for God's Word to grow in your life today. Pull out all those weeds. Get rid of the unnecessary things in your life. And plant God's Word into your life today. When you plant more fruits and vegetables (God's Word), they will choke the weeds to death and your life will be nothing less than fruitful.

Oh, what about the bites? Yes, when you pull out the weeds, there will definitely be painful bites. As I was bitten by the mosquitos and ants, I just kept on focusing on the maturity of the fruits and vegetables in my garden. I couldn't let the weeds or the bites get in the way of my vegetables' growth. So, when you pull the weeds of your life out, know that God has great things in store for you. Jeremiah 29: 11 says: "For I know the plans I have for you, ... plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." The bites are temporary. God's plan for you is the one to last forever. Listen, hear God, and obey. Spend time to get to know God. It is who you know that will prosper you. Sure, the ants and mosquitos will bite and weeds will come back, that's why the Apostle Paul says in Ephesians 5:15-16 "Be very careful, then, how you live--not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil." The more reasons to spend time with God. Plant God's Word in your life today. Start small. Memorize a verse for the entire week. And, when you don't know what to say to God in prayer, why don't you just repeat the verse back to God with your heart's participation (claim God's words to be your prayer). And, God will answer you.

May God bless you with His grace and mercy, today.

Shoua